UGLINESS...

I didn't look at the mirror...
I have a new perspective about beauty and ugly now... I still remember the first day I was in this office. My being brought up in Karnataka made it more than sufficing to making the whole experience as crappy as possible.. I remembered that only beautiful people have the rights to be good hosts or receptionists ... so called front office...

the best ideas were deep necks and full blown cleavages and beautiful faces.
Welcome to Hyderabad... forget aobut the cleavages you would want to even cover their faces...
today I have my receptionist sitting side by me... I wouldn't even let her wash my clothes... coz I think it would become dirty... haha....

this was me 3 years back... today I have a new perspective... beauty is something that comes from the inside...
thanks to someone I met just a couple of months back, I finally cant differentiate between people as Ugly and beautiful.. what happend to me .. did anything change yes.. ME :( how is another thing... I have become something that one special person wanted / wants me to be...

acceptance was crap for me just an year back and today I accept myself as what I am ... and accept also that I have got what I deserve, well that is another notion....

this is definitely just a beginning of self-realization